I remember sitting in a hotel while my family was in Prague over my Christmas break. We had been in Europe for nine days at this point, and I was exhausted. Freezing cold from hours of traipsing around in the cold without enough energy to keep warm. The city was divine, the sights were gorgeous, but it was the longest ten days of my life. I was full-force into my ED and ten days of eating out, unknown calories, missed workouts, my parents watching my every move and forcing bread down my throat. I remember walking the streets of Vienna on Christmas day and wondering if the world would be better without me in it.
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Sarah Jane21 year old college girl. Coffee and wine lover, social media fiend, fitness lover & aspiring yogi, writer, hugger, watcher of tacky TV, Alpha Gamma Delta, and anti-pants activist. Recovering from an Eating Disorder, discovering my purpose, and hoping to help others along the way. ArchivesCategories |